I can’t believe how long it has been since I blogged anything substantial. In some ways I have checked out mentally from this election. I am so tired of Palin and McCain and the ridiculousness of it all. I’m tired of Bill Ayers, and irate republican rally attendees, and Sarah Palin’s clothing budget, and Joe the plumber. Stick a fork in me, I’m done.
And I can just sit back now without guilt anyway. I’ve done all I can. I’ve written all I can. I have already voted. I’m going to spend some time writing my election night blog post ahead of time; one if Obama wins and one if McCain wins, and I’ll just publish one of them that night. Unless of course there is a tie and a long drawn out process. Or god forbid we have another Florida 2000; I don’t think I can handle that again.
In my final analysis, as much as I hate to say it as to jinx it, I believe Obama will win by a landslide. We have not used that word in the country for politics in quite some time. But an Obama landslide would make me proud. Proud of us. Proud of us Americans. Proud of America. Even if Obama were to win by the smallest of margins I would feel that pride. But for whatever reason, I want the BIG win.
After 18 months of being unemployed, I finally have a job. I did not think I would survive the ordeal but somehow I hung in there and things worked out OK. I have a huge financial hole to dig out of but at least now I can start digging. It is strange now because I am on a full-time work schedule and have far less time to write about current events, politics, and pop culture. I spend far fewer hours thinking about and watching TV about politics. I think this is a good thing because it was becoming all-consuming. I was watching cable TV News all day and night. And I would get angry and I would write on my blog. And when I wasn’t doing that I was worrying day and night about how I was going to survive another day. Survival at its basic elements is an ugly thing. How will I eat? How do I get to an interview now that my car has been repossessed? How can I afford to buy decent clothing to wear to an interview or a job? How in the world, with my failing health, am I ever going to even hold down a job? All of this was on my mind 24 hours a day.
I am feeling better these days. Tired, but it’s a good tired. I really like my new job and its only a few miles from home. In Maine, that’s almost unheard of. People here commute long distances. So even if gas were to go to $4.00 or more a gallon again, a tank of gas will last me more than a week. My life taking a turn for the better has made my health take a turn for the better as well.
Things are looking up. After 18 months I actually went to Target to splurge on a pair of jeans, some cargo pants, and a few shirts. I have changed so much since going through a job loss. I’ve always known what’s really important in life, but living as I did really brought that point home. Friends and family are really all there is in the end. And I was blessed in so many ways by people who reached out to help me during my time of need. You can’t even make some of this stuff up. People are truly kind deep down. There’s so much bitterness and hate in the world and that is what is shown on TV every day. But in reality, the kindness of strangers has at times amazed me.
That’s it for now. Eleven days left and unless something major happens, I’m going to lay low until election day. I should write about what a complete idiot Elisabeth Hasselbeck is and how I’d like to smack her, open-handed, right across her mouth and then back it up with a smack upside the back of her head. But she’s not worth it. In my opinion, let her leave and go have her own show on Fox Noise. It’s only a short step from there to obscurity. Hey, that would be a great name for her show: “From here to obscurity”, get it! And I still get the giggles when Hasselbeck shows up in spell check with a suggestion of “horseback”.
Anyway, Ciao folks. See ya’ soon.
AND DON’T FORGET: VOTE, VOTE, VOTE, VOTE, VOTE., VOTE (not more than once, just go vote).